(Disclaimer: As usual, but since the site is now public, I thought I would add this, this blog has cursing. Lots of cursing. Just like my life. Enjoy.)

Beep, beep, beep!

"9 o'clock." I mumbled, my lids barely lifting the weight of the world, as though the entire world was upside down and in slow motion. Wait, scratch that. I was probably exaggerating. It was October 30th, the day before Halloween, and my day was already bad.

I had been trying to sleep all night, to no ...

So, in the past few days, it just hit me. Sitting in the trendy coffee shops, listening to the likes of the Beatles, Pink Floyd and Queen while reading big-kid books seems to add up. Going to college, getting a car, dealing with relationships, dealing with my past, makes it work.

I'm an adult. I never felt like one before this, but it's finally hit me.

FUUUUUUU-

It's not particularly a good or bad thing, but I feel like my childhood innocence is completely gone. Everyday when I wake ...

So guies.

I'm sitting outside my next class, which doesn't start for about 15 minutes, and I realize I forgot to write a blog.

FUUUU-

So, in the spirit of things, I'll rip one out real fast.

Life has been pretty okay. I haven't signed the papers yet, I keep forgetting. .w. But, it's on it's way. I haven't talked to Mike in over.. two weeks ish? It's really sad, but I am able to detach myself from him so I don't feel like I need a man.

But that has it's downsides. Since I've re...

Bah. That makes me kind've mad.

Over the past few weeks, we've been visiting the counselor on and off, and I was feeling very good about today's meeting. Things have been going great from my perspective, and I've been feeling really happy and upbeat. I assume Mike has been happier too, since he hasn't shown otherwise, and when I try to bring up the relationship, he's all, 'Do we have to talk about this right now?' So, my husband calls me 30 minutes before the meeting, asking if I can resc...

First off, I wanna say, hey. I got my whip back.

But enough about me, I just want to warn you now: If you don't like serious blogs, LEAVEMAO. + There is lots of cursing. If you don't like cursing, there is also a back button.
We shall continue. Good luck.

You know what I hate?

I just saw their show and found my arch enemies.
The Duggars.

Don't know who they are? They have a show on TLC about their family of 20. That's right. 18 fucking kids and two parents. They are a deeply ...